I am part of a generation that feels abandoned. Picture a child, left alone all day with other children, and then left alone all alone. Resenting the parents it was gifted, because they were no parents at all.And thus was their role; I was born to call my mother by her first name. Now, when... Continue Reading →
Today, let me not shower
Let me not wash the night off yet I shall cling to my sweat, and stain the sheets Just for today, let me smell. Just today, let me lock the doors Let us forget they are there at all I shall cling to my phone, and taste names Just for today, let me be. Tomorrow,... Continue Reading →
I needed to sing other people’s songs before finding my own
OM MANI PADME HUM There is a Tibetan tale about a practitioner who took pride in his meditation skills. When the old man heard of a famous hermit nearby, he just had to take a boat to his island and compare spiritual practise. ONG NAMO GURU DEV SAT NAM The practitioner gave the correct pronunciation... Continue Reading →
Is patience really just distraction?
I’m asking cause I have no clue. The only time I am patient is when frankly, I have other stuff to worry about. I think my problem with patience is that I link it with some strange power struggle. Sometimes being patient can be patronising, and sometimes when you think you’re being patient you’re actually... Continue Reading →
Psychosomatic or functional neurological disorders
In a world of amnesia, being in touch with your body is considered irrational. We forgot that more input goes from the brain to the eyes than vice versa. Reality is always constructed internally, and scientific labels are only as valid as their times. Diseases can only be diagnosed if they have been discovered! That... Continue Reading →
Planet vs People – an angry chicken and an angrier egg
winter teddies The planet is heating up grumpy fluffcows and so are its people. Feathered Army drones
If I’d been born a man, I’d be dead by now.
The vast majority of UK suicides are male. Why is it they believe death is an appropriate verdict for their shame? Fear of the name is fear of the thing itself. Concerning matters of the heart, women have greater freedom of speech. The stigma of emotional volatility brings an expectation to be erratic. When men... Continue Reading →
👉 or wrong is a 🎱 😴 mares 🎽.
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Bechdel-testing my steps
I don't trust my shoes anymore. They hide my prints until \\ \ I question whether I moved at all Blisters like clouds on the floor thick blood like trees in the sky ;' ..>> ''I let my fingers dance and my eyes wander They wonder what song they'll meet today So I drop the... Continue Reading →